First days of spring

First days of spring
lying in the grass, feeling the sun on my skin
hearing the water wispering
telling me not to give in

Lying in the grass just being me
pretending i´m not really here, playing dead
hiding for the world and all the thoughts in my head

Even the leafs don´t wont me to leave
but i´m leaving anyway
just not for today

Want the world not to know i´m here
cause today i´m just being me
tomorrow i´ll be whoever they want me to be


All the sounds i try to ignore
people running, people laughing, children in the playground
people reading textmessages to one another 
i don´t care, today i just don´t wanna bother


Today it´s just me under this big old tree
and i´m not leaving today cause tomorrow they want more